striking a balance;
affections and wisdom
growth and guarding
community and privacy
listening and speaking

thx mel for the book
i've learnt alot, and my perspective on relationships has changed since
i admit that it was at first just based on affections
but now it's guided with wisdom
and i still want to pursue it.
=)

anyway! my A levels ends here! today!
and i've finally gotten back my full freedom!
much thanks to those people who gave their prayer and support
especially when it was most inconvenient
i feel loved =)
i'm finally able to breathe freely now. haha
and i'm gonna stuff myself with activities throughout the holidays
gotta treasure my 51 days before i enter the army =D

11/21/2007 12:38:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

Jesus My Lord My Life

You take my hands
and lead me to Your side
Your warm embrace
sets my heart on fire
You are my shelter
God of all wonders
You are the Hero of my life

I live for you
the Savior of my life
Your love for me
is wider than the skies
You are my shelter
God of all wonders
You are the Hero of my life

You came for me
Your life for mine
when I can't save myself
You bore my pain
my sin my shame
Jesus my Lord my Life

just a song that came to my mind and i started singing
pastor phil was super good!
message was short but impactful! haha

first night: Last Supper (credits to clair)

Second Day: The Crucifixion of Christ

then we went to celebrate andesson's bday at newton


the men of n399: andesson, isaac, me

isaac laughing with jiankai trying to kill me

jump andesson!

finally, a good shot. but isaac is hiding!

btw, as you haf noticed, i dyed my hair copper rush
why? since i still haf another last paper
is cause it's 30% cheaper
and i can always use black hair spray
haha anyway God is super good.
amazing =)

11/19/2007 01:46:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

Hillsong United - All For Love

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

i just feel that it's a song that really my heart is singing
the love of Christ is supernatural
that it can only come from none but Him
who will pray for us of whom he was gonna die for because of our sins
us, unworthy, sinful, imperfect and stubbornly unrepentant.
yet Jesus PAID for our lives with His blood
with His life, He BOUGHT ours over from the devil
who are we to waste a life that rightfully belongs to Him
who are we to say that we are not able when the blood of Christ flow through us
but because He is a sovereign God and He gave us the chance of choice
and He did all that, that we might be saved,
freed from all past sins and bondages,
healed from all kinds of infirmities
and blessed with all the promises of blessings from God in the Bible
I feel fortunate to have a friend like Jesus, don't you?

lol. it's day 4 already
and i really feel i'm closing in alot to God
it can be tough sometimes,
but He always bring me out
and become even stronger
thank God for everything He has done in my life
help me to be patient, and guide me with ur wisdom
that i may put u first and glorify ur name
=) love You lots

11/18/2007 07:04:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

whoo! i'm smelling, seeing, tasting, hearing, touching freedom!
yay!!! phy mcq left!
and today's paper was good!
wowowowow! hahaha
yay i feel so good to be freed
went to jean yip to cut hair
first time paying so much (24 bucks) for a haircut
but it was good la.
good service and friendly people =)
will pamper myself once in a while
cannot every time
or i'll go broke. hahaha

11/14/2007 07:07:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

God has seen me through so many times
He will see me through again and again.
all i can do is to hold on tight to Him =)
i'm leaving it into ur hands.
for i've really done my best.
love u Daddy =)

11/13/2007 12:53:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

haha sorta figured out why my heart and mind is in a mess right now
my heart is telling me to go for it
my mind is pulling me back and telling me to give it some time
roar this is torturous hahaha
gotta get my head in the As

11/13/2007 10:22:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

sigh just wad is this consistent pain i feel in my heart
even when i'm not thinking about it. damn i'm falling in too deep.
draw the damned line marvin. pull urself together

11/13/2007 02:16:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

lots of stuff happened since the last post on butterfree hahaha
i'm not bothering to elaborate on some stuff.
overall, a lvls is quite good in my opinion
just that i probably suck at essays. lol.
the past week. is like the tsunami that hit earth on 2004 boxing day
i've been on the highest point of my life, yet slammed back down to the bottom.
kinda suck when i have to pick myself up every single time
thank God for always being there, or i would really be crazy right now
emotions in my mind right now:
doubt, confusion, disappointment, injustice, fear, anxiousness, impatience, wanting to give up,
yet at the corner of my heart, joy.
it's the joy and the hope of God that's making me hold on.
it's really hard to keep smiling at times, it really is.
and there's just too many things i dun understand.
yeah i cannot think about them becuz i've still got 2 more written papers to go
gosh someone really wants me down very badly.
i'll fight, and keep fighting till i win.
n399 is the best, a family God blessed me with.
love, care, unity, spiritual depth! 30 members!
let's go! =)

11/13/2007 01:35:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY